21 feb 2006
ew.
i wanted to throw up or gag.
can i even cry?
you're beautiful.
all you want is for someone to love you back.
love you more than their former loves, the sun, the rain, their life...
and give it to you-whole.
altogether.
would that satisfy?
you want to be free, free as a butterfly.
you want wings to fly,
fly to be caught and captured,
captured and held-in love.
for life.
forever.
be strong until then.
i wish i could help.
help your wings to grow.
for your color is already enchanting and bright, but will dull with time and a lack of space to spread within.
take your time and let it all sink in.
live to grow.
i have no doubt.
you're beautiful.
i wanted to throw up or gag.
can i even cry?
you're beautiful.
all you want is for someone to love you back.
love you more than their former loves, the sun, the rain, their life...
and give it to you-whole.
altogether.
would that satisfy?
you want to be free, free as a butterfly.
you want wings to fly,
fly to be caught and captured,
captured and held-in love.
for life.
forever.
be strong until then.
i wish i could help.
help your wings to grow.
for your color is already enchanting and bright, but will dull with time and a lack of space to spread within.
take your time and let it all sink in.
live to grow.
i have no doubt.
you're beautiful.