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[blkstarchild]

I woke up today sligthly irritated and upset. Maybe it was due to being kicked so many times to wake up (not accusing so please don't apologize) or maybe it was the way in which Mr. Kimball tried to make me feel guilty over it. On the other hand I could have just had a horrible dream I shut out upon my waking. I don't know what it is but whatever it is I no longer feel like this is my school. I feel alone an naked exposed to the world, weary of "friends" and others. I don't want to be in school anymore. I want to work on reaching goals. Unfortunately one of them is to keep going to school and have perfect attendance, but the other is also to lose weight. I can't take not being able to exercise anymore. I know how to remedy that very quick however. My soul is tired, I can't even respond to a friends post. My spirit needs a jump start, not my loins. The very battery to my being, my soull, has died. It needs to be revitalized.
*Don't you just love these little abstract entries