Apr 20, 2004 07:34
When do you know that you have lost your way? How are you to find yourself again. One thing for sure if your the one that got you lost what makes you think you won't make it worst if you keep going into everything as you have been that made you lost in the first place. Try thinking of it in the sense that you need others as your guiding light who will be your beacon through transgressions and moments of stress. But what happens when these beacons die and fade away. A friend of mine seems to look for beacons but when people become upset or sad then that friend becomes lost and can't find a reason for facing things. How do you define lost?
I am lost. Ironic thing is I can focus more than I ever could before. You would think me being lost I couldn't find something to keep my mind occupied. My kind of lost however is special. In this lost I am able to get things done, but after it is done I seem to become unraveled and have no purpose. I tried to find reasons to stay focused, but I soon loose all reasoning and purpose to things. Why can't I just get those simple things in life and find who I am. Because everyone around me is lost and when I try to look to them for help I can't find the beacons of light and I keep thrashing around in the dark becoming more lost. Maybe I need a stronger power source...