May 04, 2009 07:52
so I went on an accidental date last night. YOu know when you think yorue going to hangout and the other person thinks its a date...or vice versa. IT was actually quite nice! Haha. The silver fox and I are good, but we have never talked about what we are or where we stand or anything like that, and I do not know what I want so I do not think its a big deal. And I am not sure actually what he thinks about me other then he thinks I am smart...plus he keeps going away on business so I am not sure.
But anyway. It was with this cute Chilean POLAR SCIENTIST!! Yeah he is an Antarctic explorer!! Is that not cool? He has be to Antarctica several times, and he is getting his PhD here in Berlin. And he is very nice and sweet and has a cute accent. But anyway I went over and he made me Chilean food and had Chilean wine and we watched a movie and then we made out. Ha...he was a reallly good kisser...I did not let it go beyond that, but we did snuggle.
But that being said I think he really likes me, you know how you can tell just by the way someone looks at you and touches you? He is nice and sweet and fun and smart but I do not think that spark is there for me. And as I began to realize it was a date I thought maybe I should stop this cause I do not want to give this dude the wrong impression...but then he get me a little tipsy and there was chocolate so I had to stick it out.
But I guess onlly time will tell...perhaps he is just a Latin lover and he does not really like me as I think he does?!
Who knows?
OH man my parents are coming in ten days with my sister Anne. And I am excited it will be fun and we are going to Prague and I am egggggggcited!! I do not know if I should introduce them to the silver fox? I probably will.
Speaking of silver fox introductions...he invited me to meet his ex girlfriend who is coming from Hungary for a visit (and is staying with him, which I really do not care about) to go kayaking. And I am not sure if I want to go on a double date. I do not mind meetin her, I do not think its a big deal but I do not knwo if I want to go kayaking with them, adn I do not know where he and I stand or what he told her about me or if he will hold my hand or anything like that? She is apparently really really beautiful and their sex was great, and it was his proudest (and I think longest) relationship to date. I think it is more intense then meeting the parents. SO I am not sure what I am going to do?
Ok I should go and get ready for the day.