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at work today Leslie told someone she couldn't run more than one photo on the page, but we could run a bunch online and in a moment of douche baggery I reminded her how much bullshit she thought it was when flux did the same thing to her. I wish I would've said it in a different way, if at all. I wish I still wasn't angry at her, still wasn't in love with her, still this and that. I wish I could have my friend back, before I realized she might be something more than a friend for me. I wish I was something better, different, whatever it is that she wants that I can't be or give. Hell, I wish I could just get her out of my head.