Apr 09, 2005 10:05
Heyy Everyone!!! I missd u guys lol. Wow its been awhile..
*Ya So me n Jon broke up because I’ve changed or sumthing? He was all over Vanessa.. But im over it now n We did start going back out last Friday, He askd me bac out, he took off my Claddah ring n put it no the right way! I love him with all my heart n it kills to kno that their wasn’t guna b that two months. He’s attracted to sum girls n it scares me cuz their so much prettier then me n I just idk dnt wana lose him agen I love him way to much.. Ok.. u kno wat I think hes changed.. All he talks about is fuckin gang shit n that’s not him, personally I love the real him the caring senitive person that I fell inlove with that puts me first bfor anything else that may sound selfish but u kno that I put him bfor my frends now n I’m not sure if I should becus lately hes not puttin me bfor his friends. So idk.. Ok well ya that’s it on Jon cuz I could write a fucking book about it if I had the time lol!!
*Me n Ryan n PJ n Jen have lost touch really. Well Jen, PJ n Ryan haven’t but I feel like I have been booted outa the circle. I hope im still invited to movie night, really.. I love them, their my best friends. Ryan called me at 2 in the morning last night n hes hasn’t done that in the longest time n I felt really special! I miss them like CRAZY!! Me n Jen r guna spend Tuesday together. Yup n im guna ask Ryan if he wants to chill on Monday.. I’m guna see Jon Today, Sunday, Wednesday n Friday.. Cuz ima ask PJ if he wants to chill on Thursday. I miss thos boys n Jen like crazy I just can’t stop sayin it n I have been thinking about it more n more lately n idk I just miss them.. So much!! lol
*Cali.. Um.. Cali is one of Jonz friends, hes chill.. Lol omg.. Me him n Jon were all at Jonz house last Saturday n Cali was talking to me when Jon was talking to him mom in the kitchen, I have no idea what we were talking about but ya Cali gos “ur family” n Im like “I am??” n hes like ya “Ur family ur my sister in law”. (See Jon n Him r like brothers so ya..) Then a lil later on, Nick called n I answered the phone n Jon looked at Cali n was like “Is this what it would be like *if or when we get married??” *see im not sure if he sed when or if?? So ya. n Cali was like “Hey shes wifey material”.. lol so now im Wifey.. Yup, Im pretty sure that only Cali n Jon can call me that but ya!!
*Paul n Jen broke up n now Pauls dating Jacky.. Yup yup that’s like all I have to say about that lol. You kno what I think that Ryan really like’s Rachael!!
Well Im guna let u all go now, I have to go get ready for backyard wrestling.
*Jon Babe I love u with all my <3 n thn sum lol.. xOx see u later..*
xO CasPer Ox :)