life........not just a cereal
life throws some of the hardest lessons at you all at once. whether its how to live, love, or mature, what ever it is, you can be sure its not gonna be easy. and with every lesson, theres a test. these tests just take everything you know, and feel and force you to make decisions that you might possibly regret for the rest of your life. you dont really get any preparation time before these big decisions either. you just gotta pay attention to what is going on around you, i mean the little things. like movies, quotes, your music,and quiet possibly someone's lame ass live journal, this is like your study guide to these tests. now, if your still reading this, you are prolly either thinking that im just a dumbass trying to sound sophisticated, or that im just shooting words out of my ass and putting them together to try to make sense. or maybe you're actually getting something out of this.
now to kinda get to a point here. this past vacation, ive done way too much thinking that i should ever of had to. all of it based on a few simple things that i did. tried to respark a fire, that i thought had a dim, dwelling light to it. saw a movie that i thought would just be a good time, but narrated my situation back to me. "that would be one of those little things i was talking about." just the plot of this movie that strangley ran parallel with how i feel right now.
but just like in every other kinda of test, you make mistakes. mine is never being able to say what i really want to say, and its only holding me back. just this underlying feeling of dissapointment that might follow my actions. all i can hope for is that "this girl" might read this, and atleast understand what i want to say.
life..........not just a cereal.
now to kinda get to a point here. this past vacation, ive done way too much thinking that i should ever of had to. all of it based on a few simple things that i did. tried to respark a fire, that i thought had a dim, dwelling light to it. saw a movie that i thought would just be a good time, but narrated my situation back to me. "that would be one of those little things i was talking about." just the plot of this movie that strangley ran parallel with how i feel right now.
but just like in every other kinda of test, you make mistakes. mine is never being able to say what i really want to say, and its only holding me back. just this underlying feeling of dissapointment that might follow my actions. all i can hope for is that "this girl" might read this, and atleast understand what i want to say.
life..........not just a cereal.