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ok big fucking news. or absolutely none at all. my dad was offered a really good job, incase you didnt know right now he is a truck driver, which sucks.but hes been offered a realy good job that has offices all around the country. and some of the places we might move to are in the south, or even COLORADO! i plan on going to college out there right after highschool anyways. and the job is gonna pay him alot more then what he gets now.
but then again, what about my life. im just now starting to like it up here. and what about all my friends, all my old friends from belmont and canterbury, all my new friends from up here? i even have emotions for a girl up here, that i wanna be close to. this is way too over whelming for me. and what about kyle? he is in a very happy relationship. this must be so shitty for him.
but like i said, he might not move. it depends if my dad takes the job. it sounds like he does. and i want him out of a damn truck. he works his ass off just too barely make ends meet. and any one who has met my dad knows that he deserves far better than that. i just have no idea how to react. ive moved 12 fucking times in my whole life, from MD, to FL, to TN to NH, and a bunch of places in each state!
theres people that i love here, and someone that i think i love in a different sense. gahhhh!!!!!!!!
i fuckiong hate this, ok just leave a message telling me if i should move or not, and dont give me stupid fake answers. tell me what you really think you would do in this situation.
but then again, what about my life. im just now starting to like it up here. and what about all my friends, all my old friends from belmont and canterbury, all my new friends from up here? i even have emotions for a girl up here, that i wanna be close to. this is way too over whelming for me. and what about kyle? he is in a very happy relationship. this must be so shitty for him.
but like i said, he might not move. it depends if my dad takes the job. it sounds like he does. and i want him out of a damn truck. he works his ass off just too barely make ends meet. and any one who has met my dad knows that he deserves far better than that. i just have no idea how to react. ive moved 12 fucking times in my whole life, from MD, to FL, to TN to NH, and a bunch of places in each state!
theres people that i love here, and someone that i think i love in a different sense. gahhhh!!!!!!!!
i fuckiong hate this, ok just leave a message telling me if i should move or not, and dont give me stupid fake answers. tell me what you really think you would do in this situation.