12.22.09
10:54 AM - They say hindsight is 20/20. But I feel more as if my eyes are fast shut rather than looking back.
Just packed up all my stuff, it's sitting in the livingroom and I'm sitting here writing until my brother shows up at noon. I'm remembering when I first heard the term Manifest Destiny. Before knowing its relevance to any World Wars, I decided it meant that you created whatever place you were meant to fill in the universe. Whatever role you were to play on the great stage, was yours to write. And I guess I'm feeling like that a bit now. Even if I'm not taking the right course of action by leaving. Zero is a number. Inaction is an action. and so to an extent, I feel like just staying here as conditions around me deprecated, would have been a choice just as much as deciding to leave is.
Just packed up all my stuff, it's sitting in the livingroom and I'm sitting here writing until my brother shows up at noon. I'm remembering when I first heard the term Manifest Destiny. Before knowing its relevance to any World Wars, I decided it meant that you created whatever place you were meant to fill in the universe. Whatever role you were to play on the great stage, was yours to write. And I guess I'm feeling like that a bit now. Even if I'm not taking the right course of action by leaving. Zero is a number. Inaction is an action. and so to an extent, I feel like just staying here as conditions around me deprecated, would have been a choice just as much as deciding to leave is.