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I thought that i heard you laughing,
I thought that i heard you sing,
I think that I thought that i saw you try...
Good song, no?
My heart is torn to pieces. I don't know what to think about anything anymore. It hurts. To question absolutely everything. The marines. I want it so bad it hurts. I got told there is a possiblity that i may have to stay at boot camp longer than 13 weeks. I told them flat out, i don't care. I will do whatever it takes. But then i think about what i'm giving up. And then i can't help but think that i'm not giving up what already gave me up. And on top of all that, i feel i'm abandoning matt. He says all this stuff about being able to trust me more than the girl he loves, because i won't abandon him, and here i am going off to the corps.
tell me what to think, what to do.
I thought that i heard you sing,
I think that I thought that i saw you try...
Good song, no?
My heart is torn to pieces. I don't know what to think about anything anymore. It hurts. To question absolutely everything. The marines. I want it so bad it hurts. I got told there is a possiblity that i may have to stay at boot camp longer than 13 weeks. I told them flat out, i don't care. I will do whatever it takes. But then i think about what i'm giving up. And then i can't help but think that i'm not giving up what already gave me up. And on top of all that, i feel i'm abandoning matt. He says all this stuff about being able to trust me more than the girl he loves, because i won't abandon him, and here i am going off to the corps.
tell me what to think, what to do.