I'm a Counselor... Not a Camper.... Counselor... (I can't tell you how many times I've said that)
TOMORROW'S WESTVIEW! WESTVIEWS TOMORROW! I GOING TO WORK AT WESTVIEW! HERE I COME! YAY! YAY! I'M GOING TO WESTVIEW! I'M GOING TO WORK AT WESTVIEW! OH MAN! I GET TO WORK! NO MORE CAMPING! I'M A COUNSELOR! WHOO HOO!! yea... it still hasn't hit me yet... sorry guys... i still feel like a camper... haha! So, I'm bored. I started to pack, but my attention span is VERY small and That got super boring!! haha... yea! Everyone came home last night from the first week of WV! I'm so excited!
I kinda wish I had a chance to really see Jason... but, I guess it's for the best. It won't be so hard the 2nd or 3rd time around. Or maybe I can just tell myself that, and then I'll believe it... or maybe I'll realize being away from him kills me... no matter how many times it has happened... gahh... I'm losing my mind.
Last night, chris called at like... 11:30 maybe it was good to talk to him. Not like we actually had a conversation we just blabbed about nonsense... Haha like usual. our conversations extent is milking chickens, and laughing in the army. haha none of which you people understand! (BUT YOU DO CHRIS! good times!)
So I realized I'm an awful person. This whole time I've been so selfish, wishing Jason would come home, stuff like that, and I feel bad because I think He's really having a good time. So I guess that's cool. I'm not jealous. Chris says I'm jealous... I'm not jealous guys... really I'm not... Just feeling neglected and lonely! I WANT MY BABY BACK!!
Well, Chris just left me, and Nick's not talking. Connor's clipping the hedges, Brandon's not on, Shawn's not talking, Donnie and Kaytee are idle, Allyson is in NJ (or is it NY?! I dunno one of the two), Whooles and Kellie aren't on, Jason's not home yet... So I'm officially out of people to talk to... Haha I'm sure you all cared so much! Haha
I'm out... Going to Jillian's Party in a few. Later Days!