*Sigh* He's just a guy... How can he do this to me?? (Mooshy Gooshy Entry... Sorry)
Ever wake up every morning knowing you're the luckiest kid in the world? Ever go to bed every night with a sense of security, that every morning when you wake up, you'll still be that lucky kid you were the previous morning?
I realized that this is just a hurdle.. I miss Jason, but he's still MY boyfriend... He's still the guy I'm nuts about... He's just not here for me to tell him every night. But I'm still crazy about him. 3 hours away... or 20... He's the best thing that's ever come into my life.
I just don't get it. Kaytee says it's love. Carter says Love... everyone says love. But I don't know what that is. If this is love then !!yay me!!... because holy cow... this has completely taken over my life. It's all I wanna do, and it's basically all I ever do... all I wanna think about, and it is all I ever think about... It's so perfect. Even on nights I'm crying my eyes out... My life is perfect... and it's all because of this one guy... this one person. He's completely changed me... and it's amazing.
I don't think he understands.. I don't think anyone does. Because this is emotions and butterflies, far beyond the comprehension of anyone... I don't even think I understand. I don't know how I feel... I just know.. That when he's in my arms... that's the only place I want him to be... When I'm in his... I'm in heaven. When I hear his voice... I hear the angels... When I see his face, I can't help but smile. When I'm near him... I'm happy... And I'm always near him... because He's in my heart.
I've grown so much from all of this. and it's just a blessing. Whether or not it lasts... that's all in God's hands... but if it ended... so would everything else...
I forgot my life before Jason. I forgot how to make plans with friends... I'm just so use to him coming and picking me up and going somewhere... be it down the road to 7-11... or out to shortpump... I've grown accustom to that... And it all happened so fast... all of this did...
fast is good... slow is bad... I just don't want it to go away as fast as it came... (great... ahah another thing for me to worry about.., naw... i'm not worried... Whatever happens... happens)
Wow... I'm in a great mood. I miss you Jason. Only 10 days left!!
Kellie's on her way over, YAY! Haha I'll talk to yall soon!
Later Days!
I realized that this is just a hurdle.. I miss Jason, but he's still MY boyfriend... He's still the guy I'm nuts about... He's just not here for me to tell him every night. But I'm still crazy about him. 3 hours away... or 20... He's the best thing that's ever come into my life.
I just don't get it. Kaytee says it's love. Carter says Love... everyone says love. But I don't know what that is. If this is love then !!yay me!!... because holy cow... this has completely taken over my life. It's all I wanna do, and it's basically all I ever do... all I wanna think about, and it is all I ever think about... It's so perfect. Even on nights I'm crying my eyes out... My life is perfect... and it's all because of this one guy... this one person. He's completely changed me... and it's amazing.
I don't think he understands.. I don't think anyone does. Because this is emotions and butterflies, far beyond the comprehension of anyone... I don't even think I understand. I don't know how I feel... I just know.. That when he's in my arms... that's the only place I want him to be... When I'm in his... I'm in heaven. When I hear his voice... I hear the angels... When I see his face, I can't help but smile. When I'm near him... I'm happy... And I'm always near him... because He's in my heart.
I've grown so much from all of this. and it's just a blessing. Whether or not it lasts... that's all in God's hands... but if it ended... so would everything else...
I forgot my life before Jason. I forgot how to make plans with friends... I'm just so use to him coming and picking me up and going somewhere... be it down the road to 7-11... or out to shortpump... I've grown accustom to that... And it all happened so fast... all of this did...
fast is good... slow is bad... I just don't want it to go away as fast as it came... (great... ahah another thing for me to worry about.., naw... i'm not worried... Whatever happens... happens)
Wow... I'm in a great mood. I miss you Jason. Only 10 days left!!
Kellie's on her way over, YAY! Haha I'll talk to yall soon!
Later Days!