Jun 02, 2004 17:35
Everyone sees me as this smart kid. and I'm sorry to bust yalls bubble, but I'm not. I'm NOT smart. I have a crappy memory, I can't recall anything I was taught last week, so how am I suppost to remember the beginning of the year?
I hate how I work my butt off, and it never pays off. What do I have to show for it? A displeased mother, a few crappy grades, and not so great SOL scores. Yea ok, so I passed. That's like saying Hey, I made a D, I passed. I got a 477 On my science, and a 459(?) on my history. I dunno what I'm complaining about, I didn't fail, and I made a better score then some people. Maybe yall just don't know what it's like to have to live up to your sisters' legacy. I have to be at least 7th in my class, and I dont even think I'm anywhere near top 10.
I don't get it. I care soo much about my grade, and other people couldn't give a crap, but they make straight A's and 600s on SOLs. School sucks. It has ruined my life. Seriously I can be in the BEST mood, and school is the one thing that can ruin it. I HATE SCHOOL!
Ahh. Oh yea, and I hate my shoulder. And I hate Elliot. Stupid kid. Had he not pulled that stupid rope I'd be FINE! and I could do whatever I want. BUT NO! AHHHH!
I'm a very negitive person right now, so I might not be the one to talk to unless you wanna hear me whine.
Later Days