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tonight was weird o yes ... i dunno weird day + msn = weird night... got some things off my chest ... and total fear of rejection always seems to hold me back ... YAY... lots of ... in this getting too repetetive. I dunno what to say i just feel a lot better now. I wonder if this place has emoticons... probably not. DAMN REPETITVENESS AHHHHHHHH. Have no idea whats going on anymore so i am gonna stop typing b/c i usually end up saying something i dont mean and act like an idiot about it. YES FIRST JOURNAL ENTRY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont kno hwo to use colour plz help me lol.