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Nov 08, 2004 10:53

i honestly wish my life was bit more exciting so that i would have something to post about more often. but big whoop, it's not. everything seems to be going the same. work & school = a certain boringness that i have never before experienced. yeah, still awful. i wish there was something i could do about it, but seriously, there is only so much you can do. i do all of my homework & read the book and i learn that way, yet when i get to class the stupidity of the teachers and students just utterly astounds me. i don't know how these people can survive.

hehe. diddly is attacking the cat.

moving is looking sooo good right now, but i don't know when it will happen. my dad works for a newspaper back in my home town and the photographer who works for that paper can take good pictures, but she is getting really bad lately. like she'll only take pictures of wildlife and other junk they don't need. so dad has been talking to the publisher to see if nate can become the photographer. and, as an added bonus, i might get a job as a graphic artist for the paper. woot! if not, there have been ads in the paper for a medical records clerk, which is what i do right now. but either way, i'm not real worried about getting a job there. sadly (well, for everyone else) the reputation of my family can pretty much get me a job anywhere. as stuck up and concieded as that sounds, it's pretty much true. it seems like everyone who moves away from there never, ever, wants to go back. but for me, well, i loved it there. my main problem with that town was the people. and luckily for me, all of those people have now moved. so i'm home free. granted, they may be back after college, but at least we'd all be adults and not stupid high schoolers. of course, some of them will never act adult, but at least it would be easier to avoid them. so, yeah, i hope we move.

#1, because it would be such a good job for nate. he would never, ever pursue a job in photography, but this will give him a chance to. he is so good at it. plus, he a nice guy and will go up and talk to anyone, and that is the problem with the photographer now. she is pretty much scared of people and will not talk to anyone.

#2, because i could start doing my web design there. i could start down here, but there are so many other people that are trying that here. up there, there is no one. and that could most certainly play out to my advantage.

#3, because we will be able to buy our own house. and it won't be right next to any parents. it will be in the same town, but that's ok. my parents bug me and nate muuuucccch less than his parents do.

#4, and the most selfish and bad reason, i want to grow up already. i know that if i moved right now i would probably regret not finishing my degree some day. but up there, if you are good at something than you can get a job in it. it is really not at all resume oriented, like the rest of the world. but with only 2,000 people, i guess you kind of have to be. but i really just want to be out of school, start my business and call it good. ah. plus, it's not like i would be totally out of school, i can still do classes online and i plan on doing that.

the only problem is, i don't know when any of this will happen. it could be in a week, or in 2 years. that is the part that sucks. we're just waiting. and there is no time frame. grr. dad has at least talked to the right people, so she has a "trial" period. what i'm really hoping is that she doesn't shape up and start turning out killer pictures and get all friendly with everyone. then our plan will go right down the drain. however, the way we've been talking about moving, i'm pretty sure that once i graduate (next december) we will move. i sure hope so.

ok, renaissance art test to study for. :op
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