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So a wave of Melancholia 1 has hit me recently; I can't get myself to do anything. Earlier today I stared at my computer screen for over an hour and a half before I fell asleep. This HAL paper is not going to be good. I made it into NHS the other day which I guess is pretty sweet, but when people like Mark and Ben Leung, both far superior to me (kinda like Kuo), don't make it and people like Mashette and I do, idk, makes me a little bit leery of NHS. I'm sure it'll be a great experience though. I'm looking forward to the mentorship program of elementary school kids.
Lately I've been getting an overwhelming feeling that my life isn't going to amount to very much. That's probably just the end of year stress talking, but it's still a doubt that's unnerving. It seems like a wave of emoness has hit some of us, for those suffering we/you should take this opportunity to write bad emo poetry so we can laugh at ourselves later. On another note, thanks to Ben Leung I've been listening to the 2002 Final Fantasy concert given in Japan. Yeah, I know I'm a huge nerd for listening to this kind of stuff but the music is great and probably counter productive to my work but it's still delightfully wonderful.
Lately I've been getting an overwhelming feeling that my life isn't going to amount to very much. That's probably just the end of year stress talking, but it's still a doubt that's unnerving. It seems like a wave of emoness has hit some of us, for those suffering we/you should take this opportunity to write bad emo poetry so we can laugh at ourselves later. On another note, thanks to Ben Leung I've been listening to the 2002 Final Fantasy concert given in Japan. Yeah, I know I'm a huge nerd for listening to this kind of stuff but the music is great and probably counter productive to my work but it's still delightfully wonderful.