Jul 11, 2005 22:17
Once in awile somthing happens.... Do you know what that it? Well allow me to explain. Somtimes things beyond our control occur that can be fatal to someone. Or can't be fatal to someone. It's funny because doctors find it amussing to play with that word. Fatal... Ha!... Does anyone get it yet? Hmm. No. Ok then I'll continue. Let us say for the sake of argument that I fall and scrape my knee. Now let us say the man walking next to me falls and breaks his leg. What was the difference? How come The man was hurt and I was not? Now your starting to understand arent you. It has been a while now, but I know it is still my fault. I had my chance and I let it slide threw my fingers to the cold ground..What is this. A tear. You have to be kidding me. A tear. Bodies are weak. they don't obey like they should. No matter how hard you tell them to do somthing they always find a way to break through. A tear. My body insults me with this tear. This simple beautiful tear. I do not cry.
15 years Before
A young man walks down the street. Who's that. That would be me. Whats up. I walk down the street. Its gorgous covered with people and carts filled with food ranging from the smallest grape to the largest melon. The smell of cooked bread fills my nostrils and make me turn my head. "Hello Mr.", a young girl calls from bellow me. She is about 7 and the cutest thing in the world. I can't help but let out a small laugh as she gives a small curtsie. "Hello young ladie what is your name?", I ask leaning to her height. "I'm Noel", she said jumping up. "Well it's nice to meet you Noel", I said. I gave her a small coin and began to walk off but found I couldn't due to the child's amall hands on my tunic. I turn. " Is there somthing you need Noel?", I asked a bit curious. "Mr. Whats your name?" Noel asked. I gave a huge smile and replied,"I Honestly don't know." She gigled a bit. "How don't you know?" Why didn't I know? "Mr." Noel said pulling on me. I looked down again. "Are you going to make the bad people go away?", She asked. "I wish I could sweetie". With that I walked away leaving her a bit confused. I continued walking for a day and soon I reached the exit of the city. I almost wished It was possible to stay, but there was nothing I could do. With that I walked out of the city. My home.
Present Time
Now I'll bet some of you are wondering why I don't know my name. Well allow me to awnser your question. I don't know. But I do know that I am dead to the world.
15 Years Before
I continued to walk out the city when i was stopped by a man on a horse a few miles into the desert. " Excuse me sir may I pass?" I asked. He shook his head. "Why may I ask is that?". "Because by the order of Our Leader and yours the place is to be destroyed. Instintally I remembered the child and yelled," ARE TOU INSANE THERE ARE INISINT PEOPLE IN THERE!" " Not my problem", the man said getting off his steed. "I WONT LET YOU!", I yelled slamming my fist into his face. he looked astonished. " You sir have amazing potential!, I mean that almost hurt me. You are coming to work for our leader. Just let me take care of this.", He finished. "I WOULD NE/" I was cut off as he knocked me unconcious. I woke a bit later tied up on the mans horse galloping away. "What happened" I asked The man pointed behind me and i saw the city burning to the ground. Instintally tears poured out of my eyeys and i screamed as loud as I could.
Present
I now am forced to work under the ruler. I have no emotions cares or worries. I am a trained murderer. As to the fatal Talk from before. That refures to the way I am ordered to destroy. Without reason. Mr. are you gonna make the bad people go away? I wish I could sweetie. I wish... I will make the bad peole go away. I promise.
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