My first
Today was one of the hardest days of my life.
Ryan's funeral.
I wasnt prepared for all that happened today, people were offended by what the preacher said and actually walked out. I dont want to go into detail now, but lets just say I am shocked and will never look at some of these people the same way again.
I tried to be the strong one amongst all of my tear stained friends, but the moment I saw Ryan's casket in front of me the whole act dissolved and I was crying like the rest of them.
Somehow I feel closer to all of them, closer to God, closer to who I want to be. It's pretty heavy stuff.
People that dont really know eachother were holding each other and just crying on shoulders and cliques didnt seem to matter anymore.
Again, I just want to say that you all mean so much to me and I hope Ive had some kind of good affect on your lives.
Ryan's funeral.
I wasnt prepared for all that happened today, people were offended by what the preacher said and actually walked out. I dont want to go into detail now, but lets just say I am shocked and will never look at some of these people the same way again.
I tried to be the strong one amongst all of my tear stained friends, but the moment I saw Ryan's casket in front of me the whole act dissolved and I was crying like the rest of them.
Somehow I feel closer to all of them, closer to God, closer to who I want to be. It's pretty heavy stuff.
People that dont really know eachother were holding each other and just crying on shoulders and cliques didnt seem to matter anymore.
Again, I just want to say that you all mean so much to me and I hope Ive had some kind of good affect on your lives.