different things
since i'm waiting around at the moment for jed's mum to get here, i thought i should record something.
at 5am this morning (approx) my mum died.
for some reason, my head is busting with poetry, but my fingers aren't translating that. besides, i don't want to waste headspace by thinking of syntax and words.
there are a lot of things to do today/rightnow/tomorrow.
and of course, the mother/daughter thing to think about.
i called my dad as soon as the hospital told me. i was crying and said that i was supposed to see her on the weekend but because i was so busy, i'd decided to go on Tuesday instead.
he said that "we'll always have regrets about things we did or didn't do... but that she wouldn't."
i found that really helpful.
we are going to the hospital soon (when jed's mum is here) and meeting with the priest.
she is loved.
at 5am this morning (approx) my mum died.
for some reason, my head is busting with poetry, but my fingers aren't translating that. besides, i don't want to waste headspace by thinking of syntax and words.
there are a lot of things to do today/rightnow/tomorrow.
and of course, the mother/daughter thing to think about.
i called my dad as soon as the hospital told me. i was crying and said that i was supposed to see her on the weekend but because i was so busy, i'd decided to go on Tuesday instead.
he said that "we'll always have regrets about things we did or didn't do... but that she wouldn't."
i found that really helpful.
we are going to the hospital soon (when jed's mum is here) and meeting with the priest.
she is loved.