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wow, i would think i'd be much happier to be home. granted i am happy that i'm not over there anymore but i'm still not chipper by any means. everything is just too different from the way i remember things. friends are far different, there is drama in areas there wasn't before but it isn't drama to other people because i think they have gotten used to the way things are now.
i used to have a schedule, i did things in a form of order. now it is all just chaos, i'm not doing anything and i feel stressed out. i was supposed to register to go to school today but frankly I DON'T KNOW HOW! i don't know how to get my education benefits out of the army, i am worried at the moment about something specific but probably shouldn't be.
bah, i'm a mess
why would coming home be depressing?
i used to have a schedule, i did things in a form of order. now it is all just chaos, i'm not doing anything and i feel stressed out. i was supposed to register to go to school today but frankly I DON'T KNOW HOW! i don't know how to get my education benefits out of the army, i am worried at the moment about something specific but probably shouldn't be.
bah, i'm a mess
why would coming home be depressing?