On opening the little door, two hairy monsters flew at my throat.
Ok...4 years is not even a long time. Well not really.
Last night I went back to 2005 in this journal and found that I was as much of a dick as all the people who I bitch about now (in my head or otherwise). I deleted most entries from back then..
I haven't noticed it, have I changed that astronomically?
Or is it just that getting used to doing something wears down its charm?
I used to talk a LOT man.. o__O
A lot of nonsense that no one needed to read, and my head didn't need to contain.
Not only that, but the drawing side of things... I was 18 back then, for someone who's been doing it pretty much all their life, that's still old enough to be able to draw any sort of decent picture right? APPARENTLY NOT. MY GOD.
If any of you are people who were my friends back then (hardly any, but still ;;)
I.. apologise...for how lame I was and moreover, the poor display that I used to call art..
Even the pictures from only a year ago are downright embarrassing, and I still suck at it really bad right now. But as long as I can see improvement that quickly, I guess I won't be stopping until I can't. Which is obviously never.
It's just a pity that online shame is always permanently recorded somewhere, deep deep down in the data pool XDD
Maybe Mr. mailer Daemon or someone will get some good laughs out of it all.
Last night I went back to 2005 in this journal and found that I was as much of a dick as all the people who I bitch about now (in my head or otherwise). I deleted most entries from back then..
I haven't noticed it, have I changed that astronomically?
Or is it just that getting used to doing something wears down its charm?
I used to talk a LOT man.. o__O
A lot of nonsense that no one needed to read, and my head didn't need to contain.
Not only that, but the drawing side of things... I was 18 back then, for someone who's been doing it pretty much all their life, that's still old enough to be able to draw any sort of decent picture right? APPARENTLY NOT. MY GOD.
If any of you are people who were my friends back then (hardly any, but still ;;)
I.. apologise...for how lame I was and moreover, the poor display that I used to call art..
Even the pictures from only a year ago are downright embarrassing, and I still suck at it really bad right now. But as long as I can see improvement that quickly, I guess I won't be stopping until I can't. Which is obviously never.
It's just a pity that online shame is always permanently recorded somewhere, deep deep down in the data pool XDD
Maybe Mr. mailer Daemon or someone will get some good laughs out of it all.