Jul 04, 2008 15:19
I know it has probably been mentioned by thousands of others but Jesse Helms has died. And no, I am not at all happy about this. Because what is happening now is just what the media loves to do and claim that just because someone is dead let's treat them with dignity. For those of you who do not know who he was he was a piece of shit. I can't get into it. I was going to post quotations of his but I refuse to have anything with my name have to show his words. I just hate him and have hated him for a long, long time. He was one of the politicians that I was thinking of when I finally woke up in the late ninties and became who I am today.
One more quick thing though, if any of you stumble upon a t-shirt celebrating his demise I would wear it when I go to the gym. I have gotten a few looks for my Obama shirts.
In other news my brain is losing it. Physically. Mentally and emotionally I feel absolutely fine but my arms and legs and neck feel as though I am slightly stoned or drunk. After eating lunch (which was outside due to the day) I came in and it tooke me so long to adjust to the change in light that I tripped over a coffee table in the lounge. Since I awoke at 10.30, and hour late, I have felt this way. Around one I finally convinced myself to do some yoga, balance, stretch, it always improves. I couldn't stand still. I also keep feeling as though I should vomit, but not from what I consumed but how you do after you get off a roller-coaster. I can feel myself moving while I am sitting. And this has nothing to do with Helms, I have felt this way since I awoke. Showering was difficult and I had to take a break.
I did not get drunk. What the hell? I cannot handle the idea of a health problem not blamed primarily on intoxication. Maybe this is related to how fucked up I was a few days ago? I am assuming that this is related to the increase in my medication, which the amount I felt a bit supreme, but I don't want to deal with that right now.
I need to take a break...