+++Here's to you and your poker face.
I think I'm depressed again. Not very, just feeling kind of out of place. I've been very tired and moody. With the snow (fucking disgusting waste of Earth's energy I hate it) has come a lot of time to myself, which I have mostly wasted. I'm lonely, a little bored. I always want so much time to myself for art, and now that I have it, I am not using it because I'm so unhappy. I miss Lisa. I miss having a huge group of friends to rely on to cure this, even though most of the time that fucking group was the cause of it. I never felt like a real person with them, I was always the new kid, one of two girls, a freshman, a nobody, a girlfriend. No one ever called me, they called Spencer, or Tim, and one of them called me. I don't even have anyone to not call me anymore. I miss adventures. I wish Chelsea and I were better friends, because she's always around. I feel so fucking pathetic. Someone shut me up. Plus, I totally hate school, the administration, the Prom Committee heads, and everything else ever. And snow.