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it's been a lousy couple of weeks. i know that much of what i post on here is complaints, but i dont really care, as there are three people besides myself that even glance at this.
so, i hate my car more and more every day. i took it for an inspection a couple weeks ago, and it failed. i was sad, to say the least. until i saw what had to be done to get it legal. then i was sick to my stomach. new tire (just one), new exhaust and muffler assembly. i took it someplace cheaper to get the exhaust, which still cost me $250, but i took it back to the place that inspected it to get the tire. when i picked up my car, they were nice enough to inform me that i also needed new fog light bulbs in order to pass, so they just went ahead and put them in for me... at $17 apiece. i know i could have gotten both for less than that at the auto parts store. the moral of this story is DO NOT GO TO MC CARTHY TIRE!!!!!
and yesterday, to top off all the fun that i had earlier with my car, i scraped most of the driver's side up against a pylon att he bank drive-thru. i'm not as stupid for hitting this as it may seem, as from the looks of the thing, i was not the first, and i highly doubt the last, person to hit it with my car. go to first federal in drums, you'll see how ridiculously tight of a space it is and how stupid it is to put a pylon in the turning radius.
moving along with my list of things that suck at the moment, is relationships. i don't know things have run their course, i certainly hope not. things haven't been good for a while, partially because we want different things. he wants things to exist as they are, which is only slightly more serious than exclusivly dating. i want.. more than that, i guess...not at this very moment, but eventually. i'm just tired of feeling expendable. he's all about being one of "the guys" (a bunch of doofuses that alternate days witht he brain they collectively share). Some of them aren't bad, unless they're all together.
last week was hell. we fought just about every day. this week things were going better,we almost made it the whole week thatwe were tryin not to fight, but then i got huffy when he wouldn't give me a straight answer as to whether he wanted to meet up after i get home from dinner with laurel, and because i got angry about something that was miscommunicated (granted, it occurred because i wasn't given adequate information), i may find myself single in the next couple hours. i just hope that if this is it, he doesn it before the bars close so i can drink myself into not caring, but i think a coma might come before that. i just wish that loving someone didnt have to hurt so much.
so, i hate my car more and more every day. i took it for an inspection a couple weeks ago, and it failed. i was sad, to say the least. until i saw what had to be done to get it legal. then i was sick to my stomach. new tire (just one), new exhaust and muffler assembly. i took it someplace cheaper to get the exhaust, which still cost me $250, but i took it back to the place that inspected it to get the tire. when i picked up my car, they were nice enough to inform me that i also needed new fog light bulbs in order to pass, so they just went ahead and put them in for me... at $17 apiece. i know i could have gotten both for less than that at the auto parts store. the moral of this story is DO NOT GO TO MC CARTHY TIRE!!!!!
and yesterday, to top off all the fun that i had earlier with my car, i scraped most of the driver's side up against a pylon att he bank drive-thru. i'm not as stupid for hitting this as it may seem, as from the looks of the thing, i was not the first, and i highly doubt the last, person to hit it with my car. go to first federal in drums, you'll see how ridiculously tight of a space it is and how stupid it is to put a pylon in the turning radius.
moving along with my list of things that suck at the moment, is relationships. i don't know things have run their course, i certainly hope not. things haven't been good for a while, partially because we want different things. he wants things to exist as they are, which is only slightly more serious than exclusivly dating. i want.. more than that, i guess...not at this very moment, but eventually. i'm just tired of feeling expendable. he's all about being one of "the guys" (a bunch of doofuses that alternate days witht he brain they collectively share). Some of them aren't bad, unless they're all together.
last week was hell. we fought just about every day. this week things were going better,we almost made it the whole week thatwe were tryin not to fight, but then i got huffy when he wouldn't give me a straight answer as to whether he wanted to meet up after i get home from dinner with laurel, and because i got angry about something that was miscommunicated (granted, it occurred because i wasn't given adequate information), i may find myself single in the next couple hours. i just hope that if this is it, he doesn it before the bars close so i can drink myself into not caring, but i think a coma might come before that. i just wish that loving someone didnt have to hurt so much.