wierd week so far!

[blisstarr]

this week hasbeen so crazy. well it really started about a month ago. i had started working at this daycare and from the very first day there i caught a cold! which sucks ass. i must have a really shitty immune system. 3 weeks after i start there my mother comes home and says that she caught mono. you know the kissing disease. of course she sisnt get it from kissing strange people she got it from some lady at work who used the same phone and gave it to my mom. whatever. then i thought to myself i have been feeling really run down as well. and so had cliff. so i assumed that i got it from my mom. drinking from the same water bottle. i kept going to work because i felt well enough to. but monday i had to go to the emergency room because cliff had a swollen uvula. i know that sounds dirty, but its the dangly thing in the back of your throat. it was as swollen as a golf ball. at the same time my sinuses felt like they were about to explode and we both had about 101 fever. it was horrible. long story, long, he had severe strep thoat and have mono and acute sinusitus. i reported this to my job and i cannot return until i have been medically cleared. mono can last 6-8 weeks or 2-3 months depending on how healthy of a person you are. the most shitty part of it all is that we cant kiss! ayyy! we never really realized how much we kiss until now. i dont know how i have it and he doesnt. lucky boy! oh well i and going to look for another job for the time being but i need to get better first. whish today is the first day that my head doesnt feel like it is going to explode! yay for penecillin! bernice and theresa both called me this week and that was cool i hadnt spoken to theresa in like 2 months and bernice and i are like 2 ships passing in the night because of time difference (3hours) it sucks! i will try to call her this weekend so we can talk about the baby and bullshit that really doesnt matter but makes us or at least makes me feel good because i miss her terribly and am so thankful that i have a friends like her! we will never not be friends! as for my amerigirls on livejournal..peters wedding is tomorrow! i feel like shit tha ti cant go but man i have fucking mono! and i am poor! i wish him nothing but happiness! he needs it! you know looking back to last year i really wish things could have been a little different:
A. a different teamleader- not because hes a bad guy but he just really did a shitty job with the repore of the team.
B. peter- he really brought a lot down, \not really at the begining from second spike on man he sucked ass. i just think he didnt want to be there!

and about a dozen other things but man, hind sight is defenatly 20/20. i wish it could have been a little different for us! but that is the luck of the draw and i guess it could have been worse than it was. i know there were some definate good times. i wonder how stephanie is? anyway its my bed time cliff has to work tomorrow and i have to go to the new house and chill there so that i can be there for the cable guy and the phone guy can come install everything. there is no furniture in there yet but aparently plenty of things for me to unpack. wooo hooo! ok well i will end this ranting!
muah to everyone.