WOW!

[blisstarr]

this year the holidays havent felt very special at all! i know this sounds bad but, when i was young i used love to go to/give parties! every year we would through parties! but now i feel so old. i never go out i never do anything! i am going to start saying something because i am just so blah. cliff never likes to do anything. i know that is how he is but it sucks that because i want to spend new years with him i have to so nothing! i think i am making it out to be a big huge deal and making him seem like a crappy guy...he isnt hes great i am very happy with him. we are also very broke and dont really have the money do do much of anything.
emily i am so jelous of you man.. i cant believe you are going back! good luck i know you will have fun. anyway i am going to get a move on take care everyone!