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it is really happening now, cliff is home he flew in tonight. i just finished talking to him online. i cant believe he is done. this year has gone by so quickly. i can t believe that i will see him in like 4 days, its amazing. i am on such a high. i love him so much. ok well i am really in a positive place right now. and yet i still feel like i am in limbo or something. this last week has been murder, cleaning blah blah blah. i have so much shit to take home i am glad i am not flying i would have to give a lot away to goodwill if i was. but i am driving! with cliff! the love of my life! damn it cant get any better than that. i know that who ever reads this probably thinks i am so pathetic. all i do is obsses over this boy. but if any of you know me, you know how much i love him! so sorry put up with it! hehe. MuAh to everyone ! i love you all. life is good, at least right now it is! one thing that is every true is that; the good without the bad is never that good. i think that all this negative shit is making the positive so much better! i dunno if that makes sense but i hope it does. stephanie i cant wait to see you for thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope theresa comes too that would be great! umm steph call her to see if she will drive up with you! ok. well i am tired now. im outie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!