hola

[blisstarr]

i really think that i have a.d.d. or soemthing. cant concentrate on anyone thing for a long period of time. i am in the middle of doing the recomendations for our project partfolio. i got in the mood and then out of the mood very quickly. i am a little nervous about friday. i need to come up with some BS speech about how great americorps is. i like it but not that much. but i do want to go and speak i love that kind of stuff. 15 days can you believe it? i cant! im am nervous and excited. i feel like i have been in americorps for a very long time and its only been 10 months! today is my last full day at my last project, here at claymont elem. i had lunch with my kiddies today and i went to recess with them. they are such little bastards and i didnt think that i would miss them at all. but i love them. i fucking hate that i love them. but i do i love them a lot. i am really going to miss them. but i wont miss the grading. i have so much grading that i didnt do. i feel bad because when i leave ms gibson will have so much shit to do. its was really hard to get any grading done because evey 15 minutes i am running to do something for her. i dont mind but i just couldnt. i know i have said this so many times but daylight savings time is screwing my shit up! i just hate it! its dark when i get home! oh man, i cleaned my room last night. it looks soooooooo much better! you know what i am not looking forward to... my housemates getting home. 7 of us in the house again is going to suck big time! i have gotten so used to it being just emily and i that i think that i am going to go crazy with them all there! oh well nothing i can do about it!
i miss cliff. i hope he calls me tonight! if not oh well. i am pretty satisfied with his phone call from the other night!
ok well hope everything is great for everyone! i'm outie!