Jul 15, 2005 02:31
Insomnia... monsters under the bed
I can't get no sleep... my world of light is dim again and i am one to blame... my prophecies are all true in this world of shadows... but i wish not to dream these wretched things... i wish to dream of happy endings, and pleasant days. i wish to dream of the world free of shadows, and full of the light that shows the true path to my world... but i am again in the world of the darkness... and it seems to get easier and easier as time passes to live with these foul beast... it feels with each demented blow they deal i become more and more like them... like i can only change to the darker side of there world... it seems that i only want happiness... but the cost happiness is to high for my weak soul... i can only look in aw of those who are privileged enough to bask in it's glory... my world is dark now and i can only wonder which shadow will come to claim his prize... which shadow will be the next to taste my shuttering blade of purity... or will it be the other way around... will it be the shadow that is victorious... only time can tell now... and that's why i can't get no sleep... because if i sleep then who will be there to protect me when i am weak...
sleep deprived again...