Apr 03, 2006 21:00
I feel like I am forever going to be a patient of the doctor. I was there today, and I will be there again on wed at 8 AM except not my doctor, a special doctor then I will meet again with my doctor. Then along with more doctors I will be seeing for shots like vaccines, tb skin test, a varicella titer and etc., lovely.
I played WoW last night, I now see the addiction.
The reason I'm actually posting this is one specific purpose, that I guess I was trying to avoid in some manner. I just got through watching last nights Grey's Anatomy and was reminded of the half-sister that I really have no clue about. Merideth played the role of my half-sister discovering for the first time the two sisters that her dad abandoned her for. There is no way that my half-sister would ever meet me and nicole in such a way as she did, or even meet at all for that matter. I just feel weird whenever I think about it, I feel horrible for her and horrible that I have thought for one second that my dad wasn't there for me because he seriously wasn't there for her.