Aug 23, 2004 17:05
Well, today was the first day of school. It absolutely sucked. I was in a total daze all day. Seeing him made me hert sink. I couldn't even eat. Why does he do this to me? It's not fair, what did I do wrong to deserve this? What did I do to end what we had? I guess Brittney was what he wanted all along. But why the lies? Was I ever what he wanted?
I think I'm going to call him later just to get everything straightened out. I'm sure that he would never even notice if I just disappeared.
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P.S. Please everyone that reads this, anonymous or not, answer me one question... What is wrong with me...? Please be truthful, I'm asking you for help because obviously I need to change something.