I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
I miss being very young and not having such complicated feelings about so many things. My New Years resolution is to try to make everything as simple as it possibly can be. Life is honestly way too short for all of the analyzing I accidentally end up doing on a regular basis.
I was just talking to Mackenzie, in Pennsylvania. I miss her so much. Its so sad not being able to see her because we grew up together and now especially is the time in our lives where we should be there for eachother, I hate missing out on things. Every time we hang out we are both so much different than the time before. I am going up to visit around christmas(which should bring about some complicated feelings), and this time especially, I feel like I've done the most changing ever. We always go to the local coffee shop and sit and talk for hours, and I have a feeling we are going to break a record this time. I hope to also see Billy when I go up, I hear he is driving now and has a job. In a way Billy and I are growing up together as well. Mack's boyfriend took her to New York City for the day today, it sounded like she had a wonderful time --I should have been up there to help her decide what to wear. I guess everything happens for a reason, thats what I always tell myself. Everything that happens to us and how we deal is a big part of what makes us who we are.
Going back to school today was slightly unpleasant after the long break. I'm starting to realize that I have finals coming up, but at least I'll be done with 4 classes. Next semester is going to kick my ass.
I was just talking to Mackenzie, in Pennsylvania. I miss her so much. Its so sad not being able to see her because we grew up together and now especially is the time in our lives where we should be there for eachother, I hate missing out on things. Every time we hang out we are both so much different than the time before. I am going up to visit around christmas(which should bring about some complicated feelings), and this time especially, I feel like I've done the most changing ever. We always go to the local coffee shop and sit and talk for hours, and I have a feeling we are going to break a record this time. I hope to also see Billy when I go up, I hear he is driving now and has a job. In a way Billy and I are growing up together as well. Mack's boyfriend took her to New York City for the day today, it sounded like she had a wonderful time --I should have been up there to help her decide what to wear. I guess everything happens for a reason, thats what I always tell myself. Everything that happens to us and how we deal is a big part of what makes us who we are.
Going back to school today was slightly unpleasant after the long break. I'm starting to realize that I have finals coming up, but at least I'll be done with 4 classes. Next semester is going to kick my ass.