my personal whore
So a lot has happened in the last few weeks. I moved, and will be moving again next weekend. Met a guy, dated him for about a week, ended that, and now am single again, which at this point I much prefer (with 2 exceptions).
So this morning I had sex with the EX. He is currently dating someone else but she just doesn't seem to do it for him in the way that he likes it. It was awesome, but I feel so guilty. Sex with him is amazing and its so hard for me to turn down. But I am usually very very very strongly against cheating, I justified it to myself by saying he is still married to me... I still feel bad, but not bad enough to not do it again. He is just making such a mistake with this girl. She is 7 years younger than him, is "simple" as he put it, lives outside of ottawa during the week so he only sees her on weekends, and she doesnt satistfy him intellectually or sexually. He should just break it off with her, have his fun then find a girl to get serious about. I am just so afraid he is doing the exact same thing with her that he did with me. I know I really shouldnt care but I do. I want him to be happy. So back to the sex thing, should I feel guilty? Should I stop? I really need advice :(.
Other than that things are going ok. Some troubles with the roommates hence me moving next door with Joanne. I am getting kind of bored of not working, I am going to look for a job, or maybe travel a bit.
I need to get laid again...
So this morning I had sex with the EX. He is currently dating someone else but she just doesn't seem to do it for him in the way that he likes it. It was awesome, but I feel so guilty. Sex with him is amazing and its so hard for me to turn down. But I am usually very very very strongly against cheating, I justified it to myself by saying he is still married to me... I still feel bad, but not bad enough to not do it again. He is just making such a mistake with this girl. She is 7 years younger than him, is "simple" as he put it, lives outside of ottawa during the week so he only sees her on weekends, and she doesnt satistfy him intellectually or sexually. He should just break it off with her, have his fun then find a girl to get serious about. I am just so afraid he is doing the exact same thing with her that he did with me. I know I really shouldnt care but I do. I want him to be happy. So back to the sex thing, should I feel guilty? Should I stop? I really need advice :(.
Other than that things are going ok. Some troubles with the roommates hence me moving next door with Joanne. I am getting kind of bored of not working, I am going to look for a job, or maybe travel a bit.
I need to get laid again...