Jun 10, 2008 13:35
I feel like a bad girlfriend. I want to go clean everything and make Sean happy, but it is hotter than hell downstairs and it makes me sick to go down there. And it makes me feel bad because Sean and I have a deal. I keep the house clean and Sean will take care of everything else until we move to california. I guess it's just a combination of stress from recent events and being tired from game, but I can't seem to stop crying since I woke up today.
On another note...I miss how it used to be. Sean and I used to cuddle all the time, we used to watch movies together every night and now....It's either playing on the computer or hanging out with friends. Not saying I don't love my friends, but I really don't get time with Sean to myself until it's time for bed. And then He's tired and wants to sleep. And since it's hot out now, I don't get as much cuddling. I guess I just need to stop whining so much and suck it up huh?
I'm off to attempt to clean..later folks.