Haven't updated for awhile...once again...
Jenni is here!!! YAY! and I come home tomorrow. YAY! again kind of. I am actually going to kind of miss being here. In the past few weeks I have actually been getting closer and closer to a lot of the people here. I even got closer to someone tonight and I wish I had talked to him earlier in the year. He is a pretty down to earth kid and I love to hang out with those kinds of people :-). I think I actually started getting to know people because I have been so depressed lately. I finally put my past behind and said screw it there isn't any point. Yep Yep. I am starting to get over it yet I am losing a friend all at the same time. Oh well, as long as he is happy I don't really care.
So I have been talking to him more and more and I am really enjoying it. It is REALLY hard for me to not smile around him. So exciting. I am really comfertable with him too which is good. I haven't even left school yet and I already miss him. I've only know him for a couple weeks. I hope I get to see him next time he comes around since he is working tonight. Gotta love security :-D I was told something today that made me a little sad but I don't want to talk about that. Only one other person needs to know that. Alright so maybe I am actually starting to like someone and my scared feeling is going away. Well I guess well see what happens...
Break is going to be weird. Not seeing a "friend"of mine for one will be odd. (Her and I don't talk anymore b/c I am a bitch) and of course I will hardly get to see another friend this break. Oh well I gotta get used to it. I'll just be snowboarding the whole time to keep my mind off of everything.
Well back to studying.
Keep Rockin' in your worlds everyone.