why dont you come here so i can show you just how mad i really am...

[blissfullove]

YOU SON OF A BITCH. you lied. again. okay, sorry you didnt "lie", you just hid something. you just so happened to "forget" to tell me something. THAT IS JUST AS BAD AS LYING!!!!! YOU ASSHOLE!!! I AM SICK OF YOU LYING TO ME!!! I AM SICK OF YOU "FORGETTING"!!! I AM ESPECIALLY AM SICK OF ONLY BEING APPOLIGIZED TO AFTER YOU ARE CAUGHT!!!! "I'M SORRY" DOSENT MEAN SHIT ANY MORE, I'VE HEARD IT A THOUSAND FUCKING TIMES!!! AND YOU ONLY SAY IT AFTER I CATCH YOU!!! IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME ABOUT THE PROBLEM IN THE BEGINGING, WE PROBLY COULD HAVE FIXED IT CHEAP, BUT ISNTEAD OF TELLING ME, YOU HID IT AND LET THE PROBLEM GET WORSE, AND NOW I'VE GOT TO SPEND 5 OR 6 HUNDRED DOLLARS FIXING IT!!!!! YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH!!!! AND JESUS CHRIST, IF YOUR GONNA LIE ABOUT SOMETHING TO COVER IT UP, ATLEAST BE A GOOD LIAR!!!! BUT UR NOT, U SUCK, I CATCH YOU EVERYTIME!!! ARE YOU REALLY THAT DUMB??? YOU STUPID ASSHOLE. EVERYTIME I GET CLOSE TO YOU, EVERYTIME YOU START TO REDEEM YOURSELF, I FIND OUT ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE YOU LIED ABOUT AND IT JUST PUSHES ME FARTHER AWAY!! WELL STOP IT!!!! you lie about shit you dont even have to. why did you tell me you have cuban in you? to make me think you were "cool" or something, you fucking looser?? WELL YOUR NOT CUBAN. YOUR NOT CUBAN. YOU ARE NOT FUCKING CUBAN!!!! I TALKED TO YOUR MOTHER. THERE IS NO CUBAN ANYWHERE IN YOUR FAMILY!!! WHY WOULD YOU LIE ABOUT SOMETHING THAT STUPID?! i am not doing this ne more. i am not giong to believe a single word that comes out of ur mouth.I HAVE NO REASON TO!! you have bein lying to me for the past 9 months!! eversince we got together!! i cannot trust you. how cann i have anykind of a relationship with someone i cant trust? you treat me like shit. you walk all over me, and then lie about why your doing it.YOU SAID YOU WERE WERE TAKING MY CAR TO GO TO WORK, ISTEAD YOU CALLED IN SICK AND USED MY CAR TO TAKE YOUR EXGIRLFRIEND OUT!!!! YOU PROBLY FUCKED IN MY CAR TO!!! DIDNT YOU?! DIDNT YOU?!!! I HAVE TO DRIVE THAT!!!!! THEN YOU TURNED AROUND BLEW THE FUCKING TRANSMISSION SHOWING OFF!!! YOU TOLD BE IT WAS MY FAULT BECAUSE THE CAR IS SO OLD!!! BUT IT'S NOT MY FAULT, I FOUND OUT WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED!! YOU DID IT YOU SON OF A BITCH!!! AND NOW I'VE GOT TO PAY TO FIX IT!!!!!! WELL NO MORE. I AM DONE. I AM TIRED OF BEING WALKED ALL OVER AN TREATED LIKE DIRT. I AM TIRED OF BEING USED. it will not happen again. there are plenty of people in this world that would love to treat me like shit, theres no reason i havw to sit around and let you do it. FUCK YOU, YOU ASSHOLE. YOU ROTTEN SON OF A BITCH. YOU BASTARD. YOU PRICK.
YOU ARE SO UNBELIEVABLY FUCKING LUCKY I AM NOT THERE RIGHT NOW YOU WOULD SEE JUST HOW FUCKING STRONG I REALLY AM.

ahhhh........thats better.