"So much for my happy ending"
Today? well there were a lot of things that happened....
I'm an idiot. And my throat hurts from vomiting. It's so fucking nasty. And my head hurts. I got paler than I usually am which is really hard to do.
And Dave.... amazing. I walked into lunch and he was sitting at the "discipline table" for snorting potato chips.... yeah, it's dumb. So Noah was like "He's the new Nelson Mandela! Free Comstock!" But then Chris turned it into "Free cumstuck". So yeah, it was good anyway.
Then the whole crazy thing. yeah, one person that reads this will know what I mean, cuz it's weird, and I kinda think you're fucking with me. All of the other weird stuff like that that's happened hasn't been from the most reliable sources. Maybe it's true.... anyway, it's really weird.
And then at the end of the day... the turkey drawing. Just wow. Two of my favorite things put together! That makes me happy in a disturbing sort of way.
And now tomorrow is the beginning of 4 days of hell with a happy ending. Ah, the title.... But yeah, I hate standardized tests with a passion. I have to go to fucking SAT class tomorrow night too... I might explode from the lack of spontanaety. And then the concert. I'm finally out! ....out and with permission. Oh baby.
I got a 50/50 on my english poster thing. It's so emo. It's lke vf and taco bell and ripped pant legs.
Last night I went through 3 months worth of emotion in 20 minutes. Which is kind of like the smell of this hoodie... things that should depress me are actually making me really happy.
You know somebody loves you when they want to help you throw up, and they rub their hand on your back... while vomitting. Awwww, sick love. It's a beautiful thing.