Feb 16, 2005 16:20
Yah well I'm glad to see that people actually read this stupid thing.
It actually brings up my self-esteem, knowing I have Friends.
Ok, so today didnt start off bad at all... Today was actually a good
day. The only thing that wasn't so good was the remark I got from my
good friend James...SIKE, but anyways yah this is how it goes:
I'm leaving my 2nd period class and James looks at me and then looks
away, as he is passing me he says "your ah fucking prick" under his breath...
but intended for me to hear it. Being that I was running late for 3rd I
didnt feel the need to confront him. So I just smiled and continued on
with my business.
-Isn't that some shit...?
seriously I think the next chance I get to cave
the kids face in, I'm most likely going to take
it. I think I've gone through enough shit with
James in the past year. I know this isn't very
mature but what am I supposed to do, I've tried
avoiding the situation (Didn't work). I tried to
not avoid the situation, which I'm currently doing.
Where is that getting me? I would seriously like
to talk thinks out... But James has too much of
that "Big Brother" ego running through his veins.
Oh yah and another thing, they actually think I'm
scared of them:
1. DEF. not scare of a person who has talked a lot but has done shit.
2. I'm not scared of losing a fight... (you win some, you lose some)
3. I'm not the violent type, but I'm pretty sure that my fist don't discriminate.
4. I really don't think he knows who he's messing with... I don't think anyone does.
5. He can bring all the friends he wants, just shows hes too "PUSSY"
6. I don't think hes heard about the kid on the news that was on Zoloft.
Well I have so much more to say... But like I've said "I'm not the violent type."
Unless you catch me on Med, then the shit would really hit the fan.
Oh yah and they think I'm "scared" of them, because I've
been talking about going to a different school. Yah well
goes to show how much they know. I've been trying to
leave FHS since the whole Cops on Horseback event, you
could even ask any of my TRUE friends(that i talk to during school)
So to make it clear for any of you Lurks that don't like me...
I'm not tranfering because of James or Brady, whoever else may
be on it, I've been trying to get out of FHS. I believe that
our school is a joke, One HUGE joke.
Well I took my Algebra 2 Ch.6 Test today...
I think I failed it like all the other tests.
Oh well, you know what that means... Some more
ditching of the friends to try and bring this
F up. I atleast want to pass half of the class
so I don't have to take the whole Algebra 2
course again next year... I already know I'm
taking half a year next year.
I played BASS! with my friends today!!! Had a
GOOD time, being that I dont socialize during
the school week. (LoL)Yah... I'm not sure that
I did too good today, I'm not really sure what
they think of me... Jon said that I clicked
well, but I'm not sure if thats:
(You did good, but I have to see more of you)
(You did good...)
(Horrible)
I'm thinking around the lines of that, I dont
know. But what I do know is that I had A LOT
of FUN! We did some FreeRunning or w/e its called,
Super FUN. you should try it some time.
After the good time I had today
I've changed my mind about the
whole James and Brady thing...
I understand what they are doing,
and i would do the same too.
But don't forget... my fist don't
discriminate, just hate.
Well I'm out guys...
off to PLAY my BASS!
and CALL the FUTURE!
Much <3's
God Bless,
Edwin