2012
So apparently, LJ, it's nearing the end of the world. I say this because I will be a homeowner in a few days.
This year, I've graduated from college, celebrated two years of marriage a fine fellow, successfully got accepted at a real school that wasn't a community college, and put a few more notches on my belt as far as traveling goes!
Things are just awesome.
This doesn't mean that I didn't spend a majority of this evening obsessing over past traumas. They weren't as serious as they were at the time, but the scars stuck pretty hard. I still wonder if I'm good enough for the people that I'm friends with and if they actually like me, or if they have ulterior motives. My self-esteem has never come back up to where it was before '05. It makes me sad. :(
I realized that I missed journalizing. I doubt anyone will actually read this, but I missed writing about the trivial things that go on in my head... I don't need a like button. I need a nested comment system, though.
This year, I've graduated from college, celebrated two years of marriage a fine fellow, successfully got accepted at a real school that wasn't a community college, and put a few more notches on my belt as far as traveling goes!
Things are just awesome.
This doesn't mean that I didn't spend a majority of this evening obsessing over past traumas. They weren't as serious as they were at the time, but the scars stuck pretty hard. I still wonder if I'm good enough for the people that I'm friends with and if they actually like me, or if they have ulterior motives. My self-esteem has never come back up to where it was before '05. It makes me sad. :(
I realized that I missed journalizing. I doubt anyone will actually read this, but I missed writing about the trivial things that go on in my head... I don't need a like button. I need a nested comment system, though.