I Could Be An Accident But I'm Still Trying
Run-Down on my life:
1. I love residence. LOVE IT. I'm so glad I didn't get an apartment this year.
2. I'm now on a drug to prevent my asthma from getting out of control - it's been getting worse recently. It pretty much goes against my naturalist attitude to medication but I really don't have a choice here. So it's right back to the days of medicated Tara. Joy.
3. I'm getting closer to Amanda Quintino again, which makes me happy because we've always been really supportive friends to each other. It's a comforting feeling, having her there to talk to whenever I need it.
4. I'm enjoying the single life. It's been 4 years in waiting and I loved being in relationships but I think I need 'me' time more than anything right now. I need to be free of plans and dates and worrying about someone else. I'm finding things out about myself that I haven't let myself uncover yet. It's scary at times but for the most part I'm just excited for the year ahead.
5. As sad as it sounds, I miss the Richmond Hill Indigo. I don't miss the moronic customers but I do miss the environment and the employees. Bay & Bloor is more fast-paced and independent, which I like, but there was something so constant and safe about R.Hill.
6. I must stop spending my money on clothes. I must stop spending my money on clothes. The problem? I live in Yorkville. H&M is a 2 minute walk from my dorm......I must stop spending money on clothes.
7. I got tickets to Alexisonfire. SOOO excited!
8. I've got to stop getting totally plastered - my memory from those nights is becoming increasingly fuzzy, which can never mean something good.
9. I've gone to the gym- twice!! No, seriously!
10. I've stepped into a whole world of drama and the funny thing is that no one really knows the complete details of how messy things could get....not even the people involved. I still have a chance to save everything, though. I've just got to stop pursuing things without giving them a second thought.
Sometimes it's freaky how songs can be so relatable to a moment in your life.....
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