i wana b there!
i am hurting so bad right now. even tho i am not the one who is hurting the most. i am hurting because i want to be there. i need to be there for my friends. i go throughout my day at safe little paxon. where there is absolutely noooo drama at all. so i am perfectly content there. without a care in the world. until i get home. all of my friends are going through so much and i just want to be there for them. i know i say this all the time. but nothing will change just by talking about it. i know i cant be in two places at once, but i still want everyone. every single one of my friends at sandalwood to know they can always ALWAYS talk to me about anything. and i will always be here for them. even though when most the drama happens i am an hour away, there is nothing keeping us apart. or maybe i should just keep to myself when it comes to sandalwood drama. i mean im not there for them when i should be. i barely hang out with them anymore. i rarely see them. so maybe my place is just at paxon. and maybe then no one will have to tell me anything. i have no clue! i am so lost!
but newho
RAE Boo boo... please smile. dont cry. you know i love you and i know you love him at the same time he loves you. you cant get down over this. you told him exactly how you felt and there is nothing wrong with that. and something like that cant split you up. you and him have been thru so much together and you have a very strong relationship. i know you will make it through this.
PLEASE EVERYONE JUST BE HAPPY. LIFE IS WAY TOO DAMN SHORT TO BE DEPRESSED AND UPSET AND MAD ALL THE TIME. WE ARE YOUNG AND DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND HAVING FUN. LIVE THE MOMENT TO ITS FULLEST AND EVERY MOMENT INBETWEEN! HAKUNA MATATA NO WORRIES!