whys the drama starting ... again?
it really sucks when i am finally happy and satisfied with my life, and all my friends are going throughout the day crying and hurting and dealing with all kinds of drama. it hurts me to think that im here being happy enjoying life, while they are suffering. i just want to help them. this sucks man.
on the plus side. it rained today. nothing calms anyone down better then the sound of rain. have you ever jus laid on your floor with your blinds up to watch the rain, listening to the rain, with candles lit all around you? thats some peaceful shizz right there. its so relaxing and it gives you some time to breathe and just think of everything.
well i woke up ON TIME today and got around for school. got scared by a geico that ran across the floor upstairs when i was peeing lol. went to school. ON TIME. smacked lauren with my poster foot. lol. uhh then went to my bus. fell asleep automatically. seat to myself for once. window was down. a little cold, but thats why i had a jacket. then in the middle of a content sleep, it just starts pouring down! and i mean POURING. I wake up to practically a puddle in my lap and i close the window. finally, back to sleep. i wake up to sweat on my neck, because the bus driver had everyone put their windows up and he turned the heat on FULL BLAST! it got hard to breathe but i made it to school. school was okay today i guess. not much of anything happened. but i think Cassandra needs to take me on a man hunt! lol again. oh oh oh and me and zach are talking again!
unfortunately i am thinking donald is mad at me. im going to try to hang out with him if he wants. i dont like ppl being mad at me. specially over sumpin like this.
well if anyone wants to do anything over the weekend. call me. im not sure if i have any plans yet
SARRA EISENHAFER! THE SECOND U READ THIS CALL ME!! PLEASE!!! i called your house but ur daddy said ur not aloud to use the fone but if u ever get a chance call me! please. i love you mwa!
Well when i got home today or when i got to my bus stop i walked and met up with lauren and darbi who were nice enuf to walk me home and carry my book bag! aww how sweet haha. and then we came to my house chilled ate popcorn drank red bull uhh and kinda sorta danced lol. it was fun none the less and then i did homework while they drew pretty pictures one of which lauren drew me that is going in my locker on monday so i can show it off hehe.. well i love you lauren call me mwa
..u know how great it is to have ur best friend right down the road so that i can be there whenever she needs me and shes there whenever i need her??... its hella awsum!
Artist Daniel Bedingfield Album Maid in Manhattan Song If You're Not The One
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
**i love that song!**
Well gtg now i love you
*~,'Kristy'.~*
call me