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i couldnt be more confused right now. im the most horrible friend and person in the world. i meet someone new. someone i really connect with. i meet them through a good friend. me and my new friend become pretty close. but we are just friends which i thought was what my other friend wanted when they first got me talkin to them. i guess i was wrong. i betrayed my friend by getting to close to this person. even when i tell them we are just friends. i hate myself for letting this happen. i wish i would have just kept to myself and never met them. even though ever since i met them i have been extremely happy. my happiness isnt important anymore to me. i just want all the people that are important to me to be happy. i just dont know how to change the damage ive already caused.
BEST PART OF THE WEEKEND WAS CHILLAXIN WITH THE TWO COOLEST HOES EVER!
tURN bACK tIME. . . mAKE iT rIGHT. . . fORGET mY sMILE
i fucked up good this time. i hope your happy. you were right. ill regret everything i ever do. ill never be good enough. ill never just be able to make everyone happy.
oKAY mAN i aM rEALLY bUMMED aND rEALLY bORED. aND rEALLY cONFUSED aND aCTUALLY rEALLY dEPRESSED. aND iT sUCKS cUS kELZ aLREADY lEFT aND i dONT kNOW wHERE lAUREN iS.
IF ANYONE WANTS TO HANG OUT CALL ME!
i love you