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Wow. If I ever said that people dont change, I was terribly wrong. People have been changing all around me and it took me this long to realize it. Why do I have to be so numb to whats around me?
Well I am thinking that things are looking up again. I am becoming aware that my bad habits are only making living more difficult. So I have some issues, but I am getting out of it as we speak. I have this recovery method that I think is working. Well anywho. I cant wait until things really begin changing. Normally, I am against change. I usually think its the worst thing in the world, but I think this time its worth it.
I wish something spontaneous and fun and interesting and surprising and unexpected for once in my life would happen to me! That would be awesome! I mean like anything at all. Cummon... please? lol
WELL I AM STILL LOOKING FOR SUM STUFF TO DO THIS WEEKEND! ALL I KNOW IS IM GOING TO BE HANGING OUT WITH LYNDSEY MONICA CHRIS MIKE ERIKA GABE AND RAE ATLEAST ONCE OVER THE WEEKEND BUT IM NOT EVEN SURE YET. BUT IT YOUR LOOK FOR SOMETHING TO DO TELL ME! PLEASE! IM BEGGING LOL. IM UP FOR ANYTHING!