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I dont want to be alone again. Listen if reading this i want to try and honestly forgive i want to start over all over. I mean I still wan tot know who i am. but for everything every mistake i have made i beg for all of urs forgivness.I am sick of holding it in. I just want to accepted. I just wanted my first family. I wanted ppl who truely cared about me. i didn't want more games and heart break and now I have come to think that it is me. that i am to blame for this life i have lived. I want to fix it all now. i want it to go away i want it to stop haunting me. I want to the person i thought i was. I see now i have changed. I am not the innocent i once was and i want what i can get back in that. and all i know of that i can do to get what i can get back is by being a true friend to all of u. i just dont want to get used again. please i beg for forgiveness. i want to be set free.