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this is me happy...this is how i should be everyday....but because i can't make him feelthe way i do...i cant be happy everyday...ill just never be good enough....even tho i showed him just how much i cared pn that very night...it just wasnt good enough...were as what has she done to prove she loves him...he was the only guy i was with for 5 months dating or not...i wrote note after note on the boards to his class begging for forgiveness....I wrote notes to him everyday...i never lied to him....i have done my best to keep every promise....i stopped acting the way i want to act after all of what we have been through...i became friends with her again just so he would have less drama...i believed every word he ever said to me...i gave him a necklace that on the back it says real love is forever....i showed him how much i cared...and he'd rather get hurt by her again when he knows he can love me and we r happy together...he did once want to marry me...trouble is i think he has forgotten all those things he said all those ppromises he mad cause whne it came down to it...he just couldnt pick me