me and me
Im back at work. i hate it but oh well it is easy and it is money. no space to bitch. I gave M the car last night while i worked. when i got in it this morning it was full of heavy mojo. yes, heavy mojo. no not heavy hobos, that would have taken a lot more than visulation and spiritual cleansing to get rid of.
now Im here. have you ever shaved your legs on the toilet? have you ever shaved your legs while using the toilet? strange things I think of while pondering time in the bathroom.
I feel so useless these days. there is nothing i hate more (there probably is but not right now) than feeling unneeded, useless, and less than worthwhile. i always feel like im doing nothing. i feel like im wasting my life. i cant wait to be that thing i thought id be when i grew up. this is not it. not yet, i must keep working. on everything. since i went nuts last summer i have had a totally different view of myself. there is a lot i see that i dont like. i wish that while i was doing all this nothing i felt as if i were improving on myself. i know i can, look how far ive come. i made me. mostly. im not what my parents raised. that is good. now i feel hopefull. yes im just randomly typing deal!
.......your regular brodcast has been paused for herbal refreshment and will return shortly.............
im waiting for a sign how to leave this place behind where no one knows my name
Ain't that the truth. i love this song. Starsign I have Miss Mem!ly to thank for that.
GUYS, I GET IT!!!!! This is so us!
now Im here. have you ever shaved your legs on the toilet? have you ever shaved your legs while using the toilet? strange things I think of while pondering time in the bathroom.
I feel so useless these days. there is nothing i hate more (there probably is but not right now) than feeling unneeded, useless, and less than worthwhile. i always feel like im doing nothing. i feel like im wasting my life. i cant wait to be that thing i thought id be when i grew up. this is not it. not yet, i must keep working. on everything. since i went nuts last summer i have had a totally different view of myself. there is a lot i see that i dont like. i wish that while i was doing all this nothing i felt as if i were improving on myself. i know i can, look how far ive come. i made me. mostly. im not what my parents raised. that is good. now i feel hopefull. yes im just randomly typing deal!
.......your regular brodcast has been paused for herbal refreshment and will return shortly.............
im waiting for a sign how to leave this place behind where no one knows my name
Ain't that the truth. i love this song. Starsign I have Miss Mem!ly to thank for that.
GUYS, I GET IT!!!!! This is so us!