Right Or Wrong
Last week was my birthday, so on thursday i had a couple people over just to have a good time nothing crazy, just some good quality fun. So the night turned out great aside from a couple things but hey thats how things go. So Danielle, Justin, Jeremy, katie, and Dainen slept over. If you don't know who Dainen is, he is Matt's best guy friend who started to become my friend. So there are some problems in little China, like first Matt hates that Dainen and i hang out when he is not around...second he hates the fact that i like this guy and want to get to know him thrid he thinks i am stealing his friend away and losing both of his best friends. okay now to the tricky part of the problem, on Friday i asked Dainen to come to my cabin, me thinking it wouldn't be to much of a problem with Matt i ask him, and he says that he wouldn't like the idea at all. WE AREN'T TOGETHER it shouldn't be a problem what i do or who i decide to go out with. I mean i gave Matt all the chances in the world to be with me again and he never took any all he did was use me. So now that i have cut that off he's pissed and thinks he and my friends can run my life, NO. You have your opinions and i have mine, and i do not, i repeat do not regret or take back anything about this weekend it actually made me realize a lot of how much we all have to grow and realize that things change people change, and whether you like it or not its going to happen. If i end up with Dainen then cool, if i don't well thats fine we will stay friends but i am not going to let people run me anymore, i am my person and whether you like me or not you have to deal with the fact that i do like this guy....i don't know if i am making any sense...ugh this sucks...