Big surprise!!!
Sam came over last night. We chilled for about 2 hours, it went really quick. But when he was getting ready to leave he said "It's funny how I can say all that stuff to you on the internet, and never in person." He means that he wants to kiss me and all that. I said "don't worry about it, no biggie." But he denied that and said "yes it is!" My dog started bothering him, so he took off his watch and threw it across the room so Beamer would go away and get it. Then Sam reached over, kissed me on my cheek and gave me a long hug. I was saying "awww! That is so cute of you!" LOL, it was really, really, cute. He sat there for a minute, and then he showed me his hands...They were shaking!!! I asked him why he was shaking so much, and grabbed his hands and told him to stop. But, he said he can't help it because I make him nervous. I felt horrible. I don't understand...I'm just sitting there, talking with him, being myself...mellow. He seems relaxed. Ugh! I don't know.
He relized what time it was and we both got up. I don't know how this part happened, but once we got up he gave me another hug, then he kissed me...smack dab on the lips. I didn't feel his hands shaking on my back. It was really enjoyable ;-) Then my dog started going nuts! Barking at us! Beamer must have thought Sam was attacking me, LOL. So we both stopped. I started laughing and Sam said "I knew he was going to do something! I knew it!" We both went out to the garage, and I stuffed Beamer upstairs and gave him a lot of treats so he would shut up. Once we got out to the garage, Sam was putting on his shoes. He looked a bit different, so I asked if he is ok. He said "Yeah, I'm fine." Then he came and gave me another hug and we started kissing again. LOL it was sooo cute. Then he left, he said he would probably call me tomorrow.
I keep thinking about his hands shaking! I don't know how I'm making him nervous. Hopefully I will see him today and we can talk about. If we arn't to busy making out...LOL j/p.
Aww man, I need to talk to Sami or Lisa. Why did Lisa have to sign off! *sigh*
Everytime I call Jenna, about after a few rigns...I hear silence and then a click! WTF! Does she hang up on me?? I talked to her friday, when I was down in AZ. She said that she will talk to me when I get back. GRR, it was a waste to buy her a present from AZ! No, I shouldn't say that. Maybe she's not hanging up. I dunno. I just wish I could talk to her...you know? I was able to tell her everything. Krystle, I usually don't tell her a lot of secrets, it's nothing about her it's just I feel comfortable telling Jenna. I tell Sami stuff but, she is never home. Emily, I tell her stuff sometimes. Andy, I can tell him everything, but he dosen't have a phone and he's never on AIM. I use to be able to talk to Josh, but since he left my school, he dosen't talk to me (he promised he would.) Lisa, I tell her everything too, just seems busy lately. The rest of my friends...I'm not all that close to.
I don't know what else to talk about. I hope I will talk to Sam, I will tell you all about it!
He relized what time it was and we both got up. I don't know how this part happened, but once we got up he gave me another hug, then he kissed me...smack dab on the lips. I didn't feel his hands shaking on my back. It was really enjoyable ;-) Then my dog started going nuts! Barking at us! Beamer must have thought Sam was attacking me, LOL. So we both stopped. I started laughing and Sam said "I knew he was going to do something! I knew it!" We both went out to the garage, and I stuffed Beamer upstairs and gave him a lot of treats so he would shut up. Once we got out to the garage, Sam was putting on his shoes. He looked a bit different, so I asked if he is ok. He said "Yeah, I'm fine." Then he came and gave me another hug and we started kissing again. LOL it was sooo cute. Then he left, he said he would probably call me tomorrow.
I keep thinking about his hands shaking! I don't know how I'm making him nervous. Hopefully I will see him today and we can talk about. If we arn't to busy making out...LOL j/p.
Aww man, I need to talk to Sami or Lisa. Why did Lisa have to sign off! *sigh*
Everytime I call Jenna, about after a few rigns...I hear silence and then a click! WTF! Does she hang up on me?? I talked to her friday, when I was down in AZ. She said that she will talk to me when I get back. GRR, it was a waste to buy her a present from AZ! No, I shouldn't say that. Maybe she's not hanging up. I dunno. I just wish I could talk to her...you know? I was able to tell her everything. Krystle, I usually don't tell her a lot of secrets, it's nothing about her it's just I feel comfortable telling Jenna. I tell Sami stuff but, she is never home. Emily, I tell her stuff sometimes. Andy, I can tell him everything, but he dosen't have a phone and he's never on AIM. I use to be able to talk to Josh, but since he left my school, he dosen't talk to me (he promised he would.) Lisa, I tell her everything too, just seems busy lately. The rest of my friends...I'm not all that close to.
I don't know what else to talk about. I hope I will talk to Sam, I will tell you all about it!