close your eyes and sleep
i went shopping for clothing for my cousin's wedding yesterday and i have to say that it made me really dislike the whole process of having to buy things for a wedding when you will never wear the clothing you have to buy for it ever again afterward. it makes me so angry that aside from the fact that i am seldom ever able to afford clothing for myself, when i can afford it i am forced to get something i will never even wear again just because i have a superficial cousin that wants the picture perfect wedding and nothing less.
while driving home it was so overcast all day, but the light was still trying to break through the clouds which made the sky turn all sorts of shades of yellow grey and dirty light blue, and eventually my mind just fizzled out from it. i find lately that the more that i try to keep a consistent train of thought on something in particular, the less consistent it results in being and i just see an infinitely long thread getting thinner and thinner until finally the only thing left that feels right to do is sleep.
while driving home it was so overcast all day, but the light was still trying to break through the clouds which made the sky turn all sorts of shades of yellow grey and dirty light blue, and eventually my mind just fizzled out from it. i find lately that the more that i try to keep a consistent train of thought on something in particular, the less consistent it results in being and i just see an infinitely long thread getting thinner and thinner until finally the only thing left that feels right to do is sleep.